Now before I get started understand I’m willing to receive a lot of hate in order to defend what I’m fond of , respect me for it ! At least I’ll burn with integrity.
All my family is related to me through loyalty.
As you get older you get wiser, or at least you’re supposed too. As the years have progressed I’ve realized my life revolves around my biological family to the very minimum. I have replaced many blood cousins with friends & I say this proudly.
- Relatives take advantage of their role in your life & feel like they can treat you anyway because in some realm your family is supposed to be forgiven after repetitive emotional fuck ups.
- I feel as if I can’t necessarily “forgive” you because if you think of it my high school friend that I’ve been knowing for 2yrs+ ,maybe, would never put me in a situation to make me feel like our relationship isn’t placed on the pedestal it should be on top of the fact technically we’re strangers.
If you have love for me & like me as a person you should never put “us” in a place where it could jeopardize our bond together no matter who you are. After you show me your true colors you can’t blame me for not wanting to deal with you because, personally I don’t think emotional roller coasters are fun & if you put me through that type of stress believe me when I tell you I don’t need you in my life.
I’ll respect your position in my life if you bring me nothing but truth & loyalty otherwise I don’t need or want you.
I try to forget but it’s hard to forgive
– Future / Thought it was a Drougt