04.10.2019

It’s not many good days
so when you have the opportunity to feel good for
many sundays
you become a little disappointed in self for
letting them go away

Isolation, starvation, and sleep deprivation
I’m well acquainted with
learning how to make crying your eyes out go unnoticed
all while your hearts hurting

I know I’m being mean right now as I hide my frown
So I understand if my unenthusiastic ability to not even explain
encourages you to go away

Leave me alone, I want to be alone
It’s not you, it’s me
I promise it’s not you, it’s me
but I rather not talk about it and just get on my own two feet
and since I’m tired of going thru this again
and again
I know you’ll grow tired of me

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