I appreciate the days I can sit and think about how far I’ve come mentally and emotionally in order to be a good spirit to others
I often think about how crazy I felt and all the tear I felt as they fell down my cheeks for many weeks
Or how I’ve been healing for a long time thinking my efforts meant something to someone other than me while still wondering why I wasn’t benefiting from anything
I would’ve never guessed this is how “okay” felt
I’m proud of myself, It’s been a long time coming but I deserve everything I feel
