To Watch and Smile

It’s easier to love the idea of being in love while respecting the fact you don’t live it
With growth comes accepting circumstance you can’t deal with mentally although being all worn out of feelings 

To watch and smile, to listen and cry
To wish for better days and remember the times to be alive in which all represent a heartfelt death

I’ll lie and say the days get easier, but faster would be more like it
As nights get sadder because being bored has become an unbearable curse

Independent expression is enjoying love songs from a past tense experience
Or trying to forget keen memories that translate into traumatic remembrance

Oh to be so content with never loving again yet still looking for a friend
Oh to want to be loved unconditionally from beginning without end 

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