“I DON’T THINK I’M ANYTHING I KNOW I’M EVERYTHING” – Taryn Alayah
Aquarius Kid
Los Angeles 05 May 2018
16 June 2018
I’ve decided to not only debut my appearances on this page but my short sermons also, since they aren’t long enough for an individual post most of the time, and my independent thoughts. I want to treat this like a true to feeling url diary. I’m a person who gets satisfaction out of progression and regression regarding individuality.
– INTERNET AUNTY
27 June 2018
I’ve re-prioritized what I want to do regarding how I live. I’m happy with how i’ll be portrayed, the negative aspects, and the comparisons. I have never felt this happy to just do what I want with myself, I usually just still do but I’m usually worried or considered how I would be taken. Accepting the freedom to make mistakes while you figure life and yourself out is a feeling I hope you all get to experience.
– INTERNET AUNTY
02 July 2018
“We Flip Losses to Lessons” – Internet Aunty
11 July 2018
1 of 1 compared to none
– INTERNET AUNTY
12 July 2018
I’m willing more than ever to lose friends, I am not sorry that I can sense I will eventually outgrown my friends who will turn into acquaintances. I think that might be the finishing stages of my growth as a person because now people can’t relate to me nor will I make them.. I’ve re-birthed myself and I need something new or at less doesn’t weigh me down mentally. People that can no longer help me finish growing and help me gain more knowledge just don’t hold priority to me any longer, not meaning I won’t be there for people who need, would like my assistance but you can tell who wants it oppose to the people who just wants conversation for the sake of having contact with me. I have no energy or desire to waste my energy developing/keeping up connections of no substance.
INTERNET AUNTY
15 July 2018
PRIDE is the only thing that fits me right now.
Is it really being “cocky” when you can back it up?
I love myself.
– INTERNET AUNTY
Palmdale 19 July 2018
03 August 2018
To many people abuse the ability to compromise in a relationship by manipulating it into control.
– INTERNET AUNTY
18 August 2018
I’ve been constantly reminding myself it’s no such thing as embarrassment.
– INTERNET AUNTY
Downtown Santa Monica 23 August 2018
09 September 2018
Mac Miller decided to rest in a peace unknown to man on the 7th, it’s been a very solemn, sad day.. I’m not going to get over the fact one/3 of my favorites who kept me up while I was feeling low because he felt low also is now gone. Music is very important to me as you know & he is one of the reasons why… now gone.. “swimming” one of the most beautiful albums I’ve heard In a while probably won’t be listened to in a long time, was given to us by a wonderful soul .. a soul that’s not here physically.. I cherish the times I’ve seen him live .. I sincerely do. I cherish the artistry and the artist.
This shit is sad.
“Mourning for selfish reasons. He’s probably way happier now. I’m think I’m sure. Still hurts tho. gone way to fucking too.”
– Steve Lacy
Lancaster 14 September 2019
Downtown Los Angeles 14 September 2018
20 September 2018
People should start understanding you can still be sad and also not want to dread in your sorrow.
Let me enjoy my laughs so I can control my cries.
– INTERNET AUNTY
22 September 2018
Why are the statements “I’m crazy, “well you know I’m crazy”, really being accepted when justifying unfavorable behavior we know to be unfavorable. Yet frown upon authentic unfavorable behavior from someone that’s crazy?
What’s crazy?
– INTERNET AUNTY
23 September 2018
I’m trying, I try. Effort.
– INTERNET AUNTY
25 September 2018
It is what it is, and that’s just what it is.
– INTERNET AUNTY
Santa Clarita 27 September 2018
27 September 2018
All I ever aspired to obtain for was comfort, not millions of dollars, not luxurious things, just the ability to be comfortable & accepted by those who love me even if I let them down.. and to hope! They still see the good in me, depending on the circumstances.
– INTERNET AUNTY
28 September 2018
A constant Dedicated Dedication to Dedicate the feelings I’ll probably never be able to express because my words mean much more than my actions.
– INTERNET AUNTY
Los Angeles 28 September 2018
29 September 2018
It’s like I care so much, I don’t care at all.
– INTERNET AUNTY
30 September 2018
Do you “love” me or do you just like me a lot.
– INTERNET AUNTY
You hate that you can’t hate me, and that’s okay. I love you too!
– INTERNET AUNTY
02 October 2018
I think the problem is I’m growing up in different aspects of life and I don’t know how to introduce myself to happyness I need.
– INTERNET AUNTY
Much love to who I was. Even more love to who I’m becoming.
– INTERNET AUNTY
No longer incorporating “if you knew better you’d do better” as a way to measure ignorance. Sometimes I know better than what I decide to do.
– INTERNET AUNTY
03 October 2018
I care about you but I don’t care about losing you because losing you.. I’ve lost myself and I never want to feel like I’ve lost myself because I’ll have to overcome that, not you.
– INTERNET AUNTY
05 0ctober 2018
For every tear shed it is another tear formed.
– INTERNET AUNTY
07 October 2018
Vibrancy radiating through sadness
– INTERNET AUNTY
09 October 2018
It’s good that everybody is “sensitive” expressing their feelings about how stuff bothers them but, nobody is obligated to care.
– INTERNET AUNTY
10 October 2018
I’m proud to say day by day I’m finding a little more happyness revolving around myself while experiencing more inner peace.
– INTERNET AUNTY
12 October 2018
Currently learning: It’s not my fault how people interpret me without asking for clarity to understand me.
– INTERNET AUNTY
13 October 2018
forever is a
Lie
– INTERNET AUNTY
14 October 2018
I can’t grasp how a person can be infatuated with you to the point they’ll deny the ability of anyone else having you & also not want you.
– INTERNET AUNTY
16 October 2018
The only person that can disappoint me is myself.
– INTERNET AUNTY
Palmdale 30 October 2018
06 November 2018
I do all this authentically, apologetically, and unconditionally.
– INTERNET AUNTY
I love dancing with the devil because it keeps me on my toes.
– INTERNET AUNTY
You can’t tell me I’m not everything I know I am! + More
– INTERNET AUNTY
Everything is biased.
– INTERNET AUNTY
The kind of person I am really throws people off to the point they don’t know how to deal with me, accordingly, at the very least.
– INTERNET AUNTY
People really turn into what hurt them and that’s such a casualty.
– INTERNET AUNTY
The bias cultural normalities regarding black parenting is just as much of an epidemic as crack in the 80s
– INTERNET AUNTY
Camp Flog Gnaw 2018 11-12 November
25 November 2018
We sad out here. We mad out here. We really sad tho. But we even madder tho. We just the saddest of the maddest, mad that we’re sad.
– INTERNET AUNTY
26 November 2018
3xPeat
Potential.
Pride.
Prosperity.
– INTERNET AUNTY
Promise to never let the hurt build up to the point it becomes overwhelming to enjoy, joy.
– INTERNET AUNTY
I’ve done a lot of soul searching to cure the hurting.
– INTERNET AUNTY
28 November 2018
You feel different when you can’t feel like you know you want to.
– INTERNET AUNTY
29 November 2018
Do everything with certainty.
Do everything with certainty.
Do it all with certainty.
Say everything, you mean, with certainty.
Be certain.
– INTERNET AUNTY
You know we suffer in silence just to empathize our Strength & Independence which is terrible because it just keeps us in our conscience. Continuous tainted thinking being reiterated among yourself keeps you at a place of despair whether you want to be there or not.
– INTERNET AUNTY
18 December 2018
Maybe if I express how sad I am I’ll let it all out
Maybe I can cry it out
Maybe misery is lonely
Maybe what if
– INTERNET AUNTY
Los Angeles 19 December 2018 TDE ToyDrive
03 January 2019
We can’t be sad
We can’t be mad
We can’t enjoy joy
We can’t
We can’t love
We can’t lust
We can’t leave
We can’t
We can’t do this
We can’t do that
We can’t do anything
We can’t
but we will
– INTERNET AUNTY
Symmetric Chaos
deserving undesirables
non – fictional fiction
unexpected predictions
vice versa
– INTERNET AUNTY
A lot of hate, A lot of love
even more lust
A lot of regret, A lot of joy
not enough trust
A lot of thoughts, A lot of thinking
for what
– INTERNET AUNTY
I have a lot of them many feelings, many tears, much hate nothing to dissipate but only reiterate what I felt, all the fears
unconditional love
– INTERNET AUNTY
A strong mind weakens the soul.
– INTERNET AUNTY
