Internet Aunty

“I DON’T THINK I’M ANYTHING I KNOW I’M EVERYTHING” – Taryn Alayah

Aquarius Kid


Los Angeles 05 May 2018

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16 June 2018

I’ve decided to not only debut my appearances on this page but my short sermons also, since they aren’t long enough for an individual post most of the time, and my independent thoughts. I want to treat this like a true to feeling url diary. I’m a person who gets satisfaction out of progression and regression regarding individuality.

– INTERNET AUNTY


27 June 2018

I’ve re-prioritized what I want to do regarding how I live. I’m happy with how i’ll be portrayed, the negative aspects, and the comparisons. I have never felt this happy to just do what I want with myself, I usually just still do but I’m usually worried or considered how I would be taken. Accepting the freedom to make mistakes while you figure life and yourself out is a feeling I hope you all get to experience. 

– INTERNET AUNTY


02 July 2018

“We Flip Losses to Lessons” – Internet Aunty


11 July 2018

1 of 1 compared to none

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12 July 2018

I’m willing more than ever to lose friends, I am not sorry that I can sense I will eventually outgrown my friends who will turn into acquaintances. I think that might be the finishing stages of my growth as a person because now people can’t relate  to me nor will I make them.. I’ve re-birthed myself and I need something new or at less doesn’t weigh me down mentally. People that can no longer help me finish growing and help me gain more knowledge just don’t hold priority to me any longer, not meaning I won’t be there for people who need, would like my assistance but you can tell who wants it oppose to the people who just wants conversation for the sake of having contact with me. I have no energy or desire to waste my energy developing/keeping up connections of no substance.

INTERNET AUNTY


15 July 2018

PRIDE is the only thing that fits me right now.

Is it really being “cocky” when you can back it up?

I love myself. 

– INTERNET AUNTY


Palmdale 19 July 2018

 


03 August 2018

To many people abuse the ability to compromise in a relationship by manipulating it into control.

– INTERNET AUNTY


18 August 2018

I’ve been constantly reminding myself it’s no such thing as embarrassment.

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Downtown Santa Monica 23 August 2018

 


09 September 2018

Mac Miller decided to rest in a peace unknown to man on the 7th, it’s been a very solemn, sad day.. I’m not going to get over the fact one/3 of my favorites who kept me up while I was feeling low because he felt low also is now gone. Music is very important to me as you know & he is one of the reasons why… now gone.. “swimming” one of the most beautiful albums I’ve heard In a while probably won’t be listened to in a long time, was given to us by a wonderful soul .. a soul that’s not here physically.. I cherish the times I’ve seen him live .. I sincerely do. I cherish the artistry and the artist.

This shit is sad.

“Mourning for selfish reasons. He’s probably way happier now. I’m think I’m sure. Still hurts tho. gone way to fucking too.”

– Steve Lacy


Lancaster 14 September 2019

 


Downtown Los Angeles 14 September 2018 

 


20 September 2018

People should start understanding you can still be sad and also not want to dread in your sorrow.

Let me enjoy my laughs so I can control my cries.

– INTERNET AUNTY


22 September 2018

Why are the statements “I’m crazy, “well you know I’m crazy”, really being accepted when justifying unfavorable behavior we know to be unfavorable. Yet frown upon authentic unfavorable behavior from someone that’s crazy?

What’s crazy?

– INTERNET AUNTY


23 September 2018

I’m trying, I try. Effort.

– INTERNET AUNTY 


25 September 2018

It is what it is, and that’s just what it is.

– INTERNET AUNTY


Santa Clarita 27 September 2018

 


27 September 2018

All I ever aspired to obtain for was comfort, not millions of dollars, not luxurious things, just the ability to be comfortable & accepted by those who love me even if I let them down.. and to hope! They still see the good in me, depending on the circumstances.

INTERNET AUNTY


28 September 2018

A constant Dedicated Dedication to Dedicate the feelings I’ll probably never be able to express because my words mean much more than my actions.

INTERNET AUNTY


Los Angeles 28 September 2018


29 September 2018

It’s like I care so much, I don’t care at all.

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30 September 2018

Do you “love” me or do you just like me a lot.

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You hate that you can’t hate me, and that’s okay. I love you too!

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02 October 2018

I think the problem is I’m growing up in different aspects of life and I don’t know how to introduce myself to happyness I need.

INTERNET AUNTY


Much love to who I was. Even more love to who I’m becoming.

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No longer incorporating “if you knew better you’d do better” as a way to measure ignorance. Sometimes I know better than what I decide to do.

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03 October 2018

I care about you but I don’t care about losing you because losing you.. I’ve lost myself and I never want to feel like I’ve lost myself because I’ll have to overcome that, not you.

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05 0ctober 2018

For every tear shed it is another tear formed.

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07 October 2018

Vibrancy radiating through sadness

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09 October 2018

It’s good that everybody is “sensitive” expressing their feelings about how stuff bothers them but, nobody is obligated to care.

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10 October 2018

I’m proud to say day by day I’m finding a little more happyness revolving around myself while experiencing more inner peace.

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12 October 2018

Currently learning: It’s not my fault how people interpret me without asking for clarity to understand me.

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13 October 2018

forever is a

Lie

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14 October 2018

I can’t grasp how a person can be infatuated with you to the point they’ll deny the ability of anyone else having you & also not want you.

 – INTERNET AUNTY


16 October 2018

The only person that can disappoint me is myself.

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Palmdale 30 October 2018


06 November 2018

I do all this authentically, apologetically, and unconditionally.

– INTERNET AUNTY


I love dancing with the devil because it keeps me on my toes.

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You can’t tell me I’m not everything I know I am! + More

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Everything is biased.

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The kind of person I am really throws people off to the point they don’t know how to deal with me, accordingly, at the very least.

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The bias cultural normalities regarding black parenting is just as much of an epidemic as crack in the 80s.

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People really turn into what hurt them and that’s such a casualty.

INTERNET AUNTY


The bias cultural normalities regarding black parenting is just as much of an epidemic as crack in the 80s

INTERNET AUNTY


Camp Flog Gnaw 2018 11-12 November

 


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